Archive for August, 2009

Posted on: August 31, 2009 - 7:27 pm

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Singapore                              August 31, 2009                           Mon  10 : 00 PM

A short visit to a local friend who has been most helpful and generous with his time and effort towards the condition of my friend, was the only diversion today.

Perhaps a third generation Sikh married into a Singaporean and with three lovely children. The Sikh in me made easy identification and though he is more conversant now with the local culture and language, his distinct love for his roots are most apparent. It is his birthday today and Gill wishes that we just bless his home with a visit. We do.

Guru Nanak Dev ji and Guru Gobind Singh ji in most striking paintings greet you at the entrance. They are in black and white fine pencil like reproductions. Gill tells me he carries miniature pictures of the Guru’s with him and during a visit to Myanmar had observed an artist by the wayside with whom he got impressed. He queried whether the artist would be able to reproduce the pictures of the respected Guru’s in an enlarged form and the artist agreed, but for a substantial price. Gill agreed, gave him the due amount and on the promise that the paintings shall be home delivered in Singapore, left. He never expected, first, that the artist would be able to get the job done and second, that if done, it would never reach him. Many months passed and Gill had forgotten the incident, when one day the post and parcel service delivered the two paintings at his doorstep.

To Gill it was the unexpected surprise, to me and perhaps inwardly to him as well, it could well have been the deliverance of divinity !

When He wishes to come to you, distances and circumstances take a few steps back.

We spent a few moments within Gill’s home, neat and clean and well appropriated. He shows us about his abode with great pride – the one piece wooden Buddha from, yes, Myanmar, the framed robe of a Ming Dynasty emperor with the fine artistic gold thread workmanship, the view from the terrace and the designing of it by his wife. He draws my attention to the stitching on the robe again and the fine and minute manner in which the etchings had been done. There were several bunches of the dragon that had been woven in. The head of the dragon facing the onlooker and its claws showing menacingly within its large curled presence. This is a specialty he informed. Only the Emperor had the authority to wear a robe where the dragon heads faced you and looked straight ahead. Only on the Emperor’s robe would the dragon have 8 claws. For the rest, the dragon was placed head looking sideways and the number of claws reduced, in keeping with the hierarchy protocol.

How subtly mankind designed respect and servility to authority and governance. And how those traditions continued down history and through centuries to modern times. The uniform was for commonality of dress in war, an identifying look, unchanging and consistent, something unvarying. But with the coming of classification and seniority and rating, it decorated within it the concept of the distinct stars and stripes and medals. They appeared unobtrusively on lapels on collars and on pockets and when modern communication arrived, on the number plate of the motor vehicle carrying decorated authority. The vehicle with flag or standard, announced the status of the rider or occupant. The solitary red swiveling light denoted the politicians privilege, several swiveling lights in hues of orange and blue, now denote a ticket or a trip to the nearest police enclave. Places of paid residence soon acquired similar habits and star ratings enhanced the invoice at check outs. Even creativity wasn’t spared. They equated it to stars !! Pun unintended !! And stipulated that the optimum judged bench mark should not exceed 5 stars. No one has ever wondered why it stopped at 5. And no one ever wonders why 5, when no one ever reaches there. Hotels till recently remained within the boundaries. No one ever hesitated in declaring themselves a fiver. Until Dubai came about and the Burj-al-Arab, half way into the sea announced 7 stars for itself. So how is it that a Hotel has the liberty to address itself at the merit of 5 and Producers and Directors even after buying out critics never get there ! Must have something to do with the exchange rate !!

Out of Gill’s soft and homely high rise apartment 22 floors in the sky after duly cutting his birthday cake, a ride down in the elevator, with a few other floor occupants. Its strange how everyone that inhabits that little square box transporting us through the heights, always looks at just one object – the indicator on top of the door counting the floors gone by. There are exceptions of course at times. Today was one. Lady stranger from different floor turned around to look at white bearded 6’2” swine flu mask protected salwar kameez occupant and exclaimed – “Oh ! My god ! Amitabh Bachchan !!” Then turning to Gill, whom she knew as neighbor, exclaimed even louder – “He came to your place ??

Even in my entire career of 40 years I would never have the experience and talent to imitate the ladies expression as she looked at Gill with those words !!

Long after we had left the premises where Gill lived, I kept breaking into stifled chuckles, thinking of ‘lift lady’.

Meanwhile news from homeland states that little Agastya Nanda of grandson fame, has been beckoned by the coach to join the School Football Team. This is obviously the School Juniors, but the excitement is because they pick guys for the team from Class 4 onwards and Aggie boy is in Class 3 !! So yeaaaahhhh !!!

Spoke to him after his accomplishment, all bounced and cheered up, to get a very complacent, “Yaaa.. thanks Na..naaa”. That’s it ? I mean I would be like, kicking the furniture around ! Well not actually ! Just remembered similar moment in Boy’s High School, Allahabad when I was picked from the 7th Standard to play the GoalKeep in the School Eleven !! I had ridden home on my cycle that evening in record time, the School colors riding in the basket hung from the handle bars and proudly announcing this to my Mother. Could not sleep the whole night with excitement. Next evening the most important Football game of the year – against our rivals, St Joseph’s. Let in 6 goals !! Got pulverized !! The most embarrassing moment of my life !! After the first one went in, my hands and legs suddenly changed chemical composition and became rubber !! Did not look up for an entire term in School !!!

Funny thing life ! Same School, same ground, athletic meet, 6 first prize cups, victory stand, on the podium at the numerical 1, proud happy, Mom taking photographs with old fashioned box camera – head still down, but from feeling shy !!

Head down on embarrassment ! Head down on achievement !

Both work !

Amitabh Bachchan



Posted on: August 30, 2009 - 8:32 pm

Comments: 685

Singapore        August 30, 2009       Sun/Mon 1:18 PM

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Alright.. so it did not take 112 retakes, it took 6 . But the 6 took an entire day. Advertising approvals take a great deal of time and patience - the walk was a bit slow sir, could you take a step first and then say your lines, I think we need to put just a little emphasis on that word, maybe a look into the camera with some deliberation, there was an awkward fumble at the time when you were sitting down, I am fine with it sir but the client would need  to do one more, it came across as going too over the top, yes yes thats it thats the one thank you so much sir, er.. camera.. yes … soft … focus.. ok shall do it again…. and on and on ..

It was at a locals personal residence. Very hospitable and polite hosts. Kept popping in to check on any requirements - water, tea, pillows to rest. Very endearing. Lady of the house wanted an autograph and a picture - her maids in the kitchen had seen my films. It rained the entire day and besides the falling rain drops nothing else was heard despite the numerous bungalows around. Sundays I was told are generally thus, everyone leaves for the week end to other locales.

After a few stills, later, in different costumes and different properties of the client in hand, I wound up and drove home. I must admit I had missed being in front of the camera and being in the midst of lights and crew and familiar sounds,  was quite a delight. My staff especially were happy to see me back. There was an added energy in them and some unsolicited smiles ! I wonder why ?

After the stills had been done by dear Dabboo Ratnani, the quiet soft spoken photographer, and a dear friend, I asked him to quickly transfer a few on to my computer. What you see above is one the results of the shoot. Black shervani black framed spectacles and Max Vijay written all over the expression on face. Many wonder why artists get involved in commercials. We do not really have a suitable answer, but this one has always got me out of trouble -

” We try to sell a movie in 3 hrs to the audience, here we attempt to do it in 30 secs - its a challenge !!”

And you can actually hide behind that for a considerate length of time, for, the vicious onslaught from many quarters against artists involved, is to be seen to be believed. Why must you be seen selling a soap or an oil. It does not suit your dignity. And I wonder whether that is justifiable or not. But if the people say it, so it is.

There is a warming up in the doorways that open themselves up to future work. Many invasions take place here in somewhat isolated Singapore and I believe in a few days we shall have to bear the brunt of the developments that are and shall take place.

The children have migrated again. This time to Malshej Ghat, half way down to Nasik. They gather there for Mani Ratnam and ‘Ravana’ and for hopefully the very last schedule. I spoke to them a while ago and they were back in the wet and slush !!

I spend a lot of time with my friend after the work and marvel at the volume of information his over congested mind holds. There is some excitement in the political developments at home and he remains conscious and informed on every matter.

Many ask me why I joined politics and then why I left it. I joined it because I was asked to and left because I was inadequate for the job. Politics is a complicated world ; a world where if you are unable to play the game you would remain a novice and a stranger eternally. I admire those that have remained in it for long years. Admire the guile with which they steer their boats everyday every minute. The ease with which they make associations and break them, reject foes and months later embrace them as dearest friends. It is a tough job. A job that I would never be able to do. I would never recommend it to anyone. But I do know that those that pursue this line, do so with utmost dedication and passion. Their dedication and passion is admirable. They live a charmed life and in time make contributions that live on as part of our history.

What is it that determines the mind of an individual to become a leader. How can anyone envision a graph which through time becomes the completion of a dream or a resolve. It has fascinated me always how a single individual suddenly decides to take on the world and comes out victorious. Victorious in belief, in his political philosophy, in his bearing and conduct. How ?

When you look back at some of the greats, you are humbled by the tenacity of their thoughts, their undeterred dedication and a vision that none other may have seen. They excel and succeed from but one singular thought, the belief that they can and will do it.

Right now I have willed the responses to the 3 DAYS and struggling to get anywhere near completion. These are but mere pages. How do the greats that have left impressions in the pathways and sands of any nation, will, themselves. How do they comprehend where to begin and where to end. How do they take control of a state, of an entire nation. What makes them believe that the masses will follow them, or shall turn against them. I squirm when I put something out every evening for public or Ef  scrutiny. I am apprehensive on the kind of responses I shall get or the impressions I shall initiate. But these men, these leaders, are in charge of countries, of their policies and impressions, of its development and progress of its protection and safe guards, of feeding them, educating them and to be ready with answers to every possible situation that may arise. This is no ordinary man. This is the CEO that governs and administers the lives of all of us. What a huge responsibility. We, you and I, struggle in managing a single home. These guys manage the homes of millions. They must be special.

Yet they are the ones that attract the largest criticism and abuse. Their deeds will be lauded when life begins for them and then when they leave, cupboards and boxes shall be opened and their truths revealed. Posterity becomes privy to information that perhaps may have never surfaced. Do we then create two distinct classes. One that gave birth and sustenance to what history remembers them by, and the other when through time a revealing truth surfaces, destroying all the past and all its glories.

Today questions are being asked around all the stalwarts that became an integral part of our struggle for existence and freedom. And the picture that emerges sometimes disappoints us. But what do we do. We listen we read we think and we move on. Who then shall be accountable for that which is left behind….

Amitabh Bachchan