DAY 695

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Posted on: March 17, 2010 - 11:24 pm

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Prateeksha, Mumbai                      March 17, 2010                Wed  11 : 23 PM

Happy Gudi Padwa to all
Happy Ugadi
And a prosperous New Year ..

From the Tuesday of this month will begin the first day of the Vikram Samvat 2067. The first day of the month of Chaitra is celebrated as Gudi Padwa, Ugadi or Cheti Chand, marking the new year for several Hindu communities across the country. The Chaitra Navratra or the nine day worship of the Mother Goddess also begins on this day.

May this new year bring happiness and joy to all, prosperity and good health and above all peace and fulfillment.

My sincere thank you’s to all the ET for their very generous greetings for Shweta on her birthday and for remembering to wish and greet her. Shweta my first born and the first born of this generation of the family. Had a part to play in the ‘Sholay’. She was in her Mother’s womb when Jaya and me worked together on the film. The scene when I go to return the keys of the safe the next morning after she has caught us trying to steal the cash, has Jaya pregnant with Shweta !!

Ok … so a lesson has been learnt ! Never talk too soon ! Talked yesterday on how positivity had changed my condition and how fantastic I was feeling … hmm .. rubbish ! Nothing worked today ! Ha .. The pain was back, gym was a torture and an entire day spent in lamenting the uselessness of life. Nothing to discourage readers or to deflate their enthusiastic reactions to yesterdays blog, but … ya … just feel when you talk about it, it does not work. Better to do, than to open your mouth about it.

Many would disagree though. Not speaking up, a sign of weakness they would proclaim. But in this instance, I would rather go with what I have generally felt. We must do, others to talk on what we do. And its not important that what we do is talked about. So long as the reason for what we do, are taken in beneficially to the person for whom we do. Cause and reason should know. Not who contributed to the cause or reason. Better this way.

How wasteful is life when you have nothing to do. How insincere one feels, how helpless and inadequate. One must keep doing. Does not matter whether it is big or small, just keep doing it. Someday someone shall recognize it. Credit is not what one would want to look for. The quality and intensity of the work is important. Credit becomes personal, individual. It shall remain within one, whereas the work done should be devoid of that individuality, should be more universal and all encompassing, including and identifiable with the common man or woman. For their benefit and well being.

VK Murthy, the ace cinematographer has been awarded the Dada Sahib Phalke Award this year. The highest honor reserved for the film fraternity by the establishment. Generally and till now, mostly it has been given to decorate better known stars and directors, never a technician. This has been a departure and therefore I am all praise for the award being bestowed on VK Murthy, a generous kind and humble human, one with whom I had the great pleasure of working in two films - Nastik and Ram Balram. But I do not consider myself worthy of his genius. His most important works I believe were in films made by another genius, Guru Dutt.

‘Kaagaz ke Phool’, ‘Pyaasa’, ‘Sahib Biwi aur Ghulam’, ‘Chaudhavin ka Chand’ are some of the films that come to mind. Who can forget the mystic lighting for the song ‘waqt ne kiya …’ in ‘Kaagaz ke Phool’ or that close up of Waheeda Rehman in ‘Pyaasa’ as she looks up towards Guru Dutt on the balcony of the theatre as he sings ‘ye duniya agar mil bhi jaye…’. Or how can we ever find a substitute to that immortal song and moment in SBAG, when Meena Kumari tries to prevent her husband played by Rehman from leaving her at night, with the words ‘na jaao saiyan ..’. The lyricism of that moment and the fluidity of the camera as it remains only on the closeup and mid closeups of the two lead characters for the entire song. Performance, music, lyrics, camera all moving in sync with the mood of the moment and keeping the audience enraptured throughout. Amazing ! Try doing that now ! Ha … unless you have a million dancers, dazzling dresses, electronic light effects and dance movements as though the players have been hit by 440 volts, the audience shall never sit through it. But they did in the past and without all the paraphernalia.

And it was technicians like VK Murthy that deftly captured those moments for posterity eternally. It would take him sometimes an entire day or two days to take a single shot ! That was the level of dedication and importance given. Sadly, absent from today’s times.

When we at IIFA gave him the Lifetime Achievement Award some years ago, I met him backstage as he sat quietly waiting for his name to be announced. Tears filled his eyes as I extended my congratulations to him, for, he could not believe that he as a ‘mere technician’ was being honored.

Our lives shall always be enriched by the humility and greatness of such individuals, whose contribution to the art of cinema shall always remain inspirational and worthy of emulation.

To bed then and with the hope that it shall be more comforting than the two previous nights …

love and love ..

Amitabh Bachchan




DAY 694

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Posted on: March 16, 2010 - 11:09 pm

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Prateeksha, Mumbai                March 16, 2010               Tue  10 : 20 PM

I believe that when one is determined to overcome, a just path shall form. I believe that bringing about an atmosphere of ‘everything’s gonna be alright’, actually does make everything alright. I believe that pushing oneself to command gives one the impetus to follow. I believe when you entertain only positive modes, the pluses appear. I believe when you bring a spring in your walk, that the road gets consumed quicker than before. I believe that when pain disables you, you can disable it by ignoring it. I believe that not complaining is the most valued complaint. I believe that words that echo similar sentiment have been heard and read a million times, but when you construct them yourself through personal experience, they read the best.

I spent a bad night. A night in pain due to spasms that kept hurting my spine and back the entire night. After trying out various different positions to ease the discomfort and failing, I sat up and screamed ’shut up’. And having done that, resumed my attempt at slumber. I had the soundest sleep for the following two hours before the alarm went off to wake me for the morning gym routine. This is unusual. Not the screaming, the alarm waking me up. Normally my apprehension of whether it shall work keeps me half awake till the designated hour. But it did not last night, or well, really, this morning.

I sailed into the gymnasium with forced enthusiasm and despite the few odd muscle catches that occurred, by the end of my two hours there was a definite sense of improved condition. The bounce came back, the heat of the morning sun on the lawn was welcomed and the entire day has been spent in spasmless wonder !! I wore a new dress. I changed my watch. I wore a pair of shoes that had been ignored for long. I attended to my car repair personally. While driving to Jalsa I reprimanded a traffic offender. I sang along with the FM radio jock as one of my favorites belted itself out from the speakers on the car. I checked the electricals in the house that were giving us a problem. I unpacked and laid out the various gifts presented to me from the Oman Excellencies. I fixed my computer, discovering during the course that I had been using the wrong cable box for my internet connection. I made calls to people that I had been avoiding for sometime. And … I watched the IPL with great delight…

And I discovered that this was all due to the fact that I pushed myself to a work- out in the morning, despite the vagaries of the  previous night.

I am content and painless - both in body and mind now. And I believe that this has come about by the simple fact of putting my body back into routine. When you miss the routine, the essentials of everyday, the spasms of life shall forever bother you and become a hindrance. I had subjected my body to much malaise and lethargy. Lethargy brings about defeat. It nurtures weakness in our confidence and the urge to move forward.

Just as putting your body in a routine gives one the desired energy to overcome, so also does such act, dissolve the webs that may have without adequate permission, entangled our minds.

The day has worked out just fine … and now if you will excuse me I wish to get back to the ‘game’ for it reaches an exciting finish ..

Love to you, love to cricket, love to those that do not understand it ..

Amitabh Bachchan